"A man is not old until regrets take the place of his dreams..."
Last night I dreamt of my emak...
In the dream she was well, energetic and surprisingly mobile. And we chatted for hours about nothing in particular. When I woke up this morning I was feeling overly depressed for I know my dream was too good to be true.
I have not seen my emak for more than a week. My restless spirit may have taken over me, triggering that dream, and leaving me with a fear that something bad is going to happen.
And today I am here in Melaka with my emak and will be staying with her for a while...
Nong, sabar Nong....memang mimpi tu boleh menghantui kita....aku faham perasaan mu.....ibu yang tercinta dalam keadaan sebagaimana.....doa-lah banyak-banyak Nong....hanya Allah saja yg boleh appease everything....my love to you and your beloved mom and abah....
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Bee,
ReplyDeleteFor the past months I've been spending at least 4 days/wk with her. Now that her condition is stable, I still visit her weekly and spend a day or two with her.
I am still on-call and try my best to avoid exhaustion. I am doing the best I can, and pray that she's comfortable...
We are in the same boat Bee. So you take care too, ok...